Today is the day that i've been lookin forward to..
It is the Valentine's Day!!
Thot that it will be a happy day for me..
It goes like this.. In the morning,
i saw soo many people receiving valentine gifts from their friends..
lookin at myself, i dun receive any at all...
what is this? so sian wu people got gifts from people they like,
lol... maybe is i think too much le...
nvm... yesterday bake de cookie.. @ 1st wanna pass to him in the morning de..
but i not enough courage.. dun dare.. den keep see him talkin to girl..
i admit la.. i chi chu lor.. he like bo chup bo chup de attitude..
is like this is the 1st time i gib present to pple in Vday lor..
after skl pass to him, he just say orh.. den walk away le..
what the lor.. he said that today will go out with me de..
but now? he is really busy? or lying to me?
i really duno what is he thinkin now lor...
i wanna know, but he like very cold towards me..
is he trying to bi kai wo?
i damn confuse now..
den i went to chapel there..
i CRIED... coz it was too painful..
i just cant stand that painfulness..
is just like someone stab u with a blunt knife.. forcing it into ur body..
i cant stop my tears from rollin down my face..
CRIED for one hour plus ba..
maybe u think that i'm mad or it doesnt worth it..
i duno.. i just cant stand it...
Still waiting for his reply lor...
now thinkin back i really wanna find someone who can lend my his shoulder to cry on..
the warmness that he have just left me..
feeling very cold now..
unknown feeling now...
just cant believe that today was a special one...
that i CRIED on a Valentine's day...
